Thanks for the advice. The picture was her and her boyfriend at a spring festival - I guess she thought everyone should see how the relationship is progressing. Like I said I've been trying to stay busy but with mostly solo stuff. I thought I was to a point where I was turning the corner then this happened. I know everybody here is been helpful and don't think I don't appreciate it. Yes I've never had a long term relationship with a woman and it is really catching up (obviously). Last night was rough and I really couldn't just keep running this through my head - so I started this thread. I know I need to get going on life but I'm just so used to not having anybody in my life that inaction is my choice. I know I'm being redundant but this is where I'm at and its horrible. I'm just hoping that posting here keeps me from becoming a total shut in - I'm so lost.