Who's the T and who's the client in this scenario again?


Please don't stay with her simply because you are attached and have nobody else to talk to.


That would just cause more long term damage on top of the current issues you are seeking therapy for.


Run!


She's lost the plot and is no longer capable of treating you, so you are wasting your precious time and money.


Do yourself a favour and save yourself.


ETA. Who am I to judge if you want a T mainly for company and are willing to pay for that company? Nobody, that's not what my post is about, and if that's what your sessions primarily consist of (originally or recently) that's cool if it works for you. But "at what cost?" Is the question you have to ask yourself.


At what cost are you willing to hold onto this nightmare, that you are paying to experience?

I'm sure you can find someone less damaging to talk to if you were open to letting go of this train wreck T.