Heh, haven't gone yet, will do in an hour or so.

But the expression thing worries me - I've been misunderstood by so many psych people before I can't tell if my problems are actually that weird or I'm just bad at expressing them. That's, of course, if I can talk at all.

How calm I am socially varies wildly. It's actually really weird. I can go into a job interview with very little well-hidden nervousness but be almost paralyzed with fear in front of a therapist. I'm scared of my landlady and the stranger trying to converse with me at the library, but can talk about anything online (but will be just as nervous of someone at the other end of a hotline). No idea why this works the way it does.