I dont know what to do . My boyfriend and I have been together for almost a year now and are relationship is on the rocks . Were debating on letting it go or trying again . Im torn between the two . Are biggest problem is that I cant trust him . And here are the reasons why . When we first got to together it was only two months in . I found nude pictures of some girl spreading her legs and other pictures of her and she looked nasty and dirty and much older then us . When I found them he said they were his uncle that his uncle used his phone I believed him six months later I found out that they were his not his uncles . Another event he was suppose to pick me up for holiday dinner instead he was driving around with the mother of his child . Never called me to tell me and never answred my calls . And when they were answered all I could hear was music blaring and them talking . I had to walk home and wait two hours for him to show up and he did then.I found out from his bm he called her bae in the car the same night when we had dinner and were laying down she was calling him at late hours and I come to.find out they were having sexual relations a month before we met . Another event he wanted us to stay off social media and I did but he didnt I kept catching him look up this same girl over the months . Come to find out it's an ex . And same girl in the beginning of are relationship he tried to get working at his job with him . And another thing is when were go in public its so embarrasing and I never like going with him smh he makes me want to cry the things he does . One time we went to the mall . And we keot walking by the perfume store and a bunch of beautiful girls work there , everytime we walked by he had to look . I went into a store with him and he told me to stay there so he could go somewhere I said no stay with me so we went to nothing store and caught him trying to run out the store I asked him and he said he wanted to go to perfune store to get me perfume I knew thats where he wanted to go and we went and he never got me perfume I smapped and ask what was the real reason he told me cause he knew someone girl in there and seen she just got braces . He was trying to get rid of me so he can go talk to some girl smh . That same time at mall I was trying on shoes and hes looking at some blonde girl bend over and asked me would I **** her . Fire ran thru me . Everywhere we go hes always checking out girls nit even trying to hide it and doing disrespectful stuff . This guy im in love with does this stuff all the time I cant him in lies all the time and I dont know what to do he said he will change but all this stuff and more makes me not trust him plus he works an hour away as a landlord at an apartment home and all the girls are hoes and strippers he tells me and makes me stress when hes there necause I feel like hell cheat when we fight he tells me.he has cheated and that had oppurnity all the time too . But at the same timw hes so good to me does whatever he can helps me out so much with my daughter and always there for me I have never caught him cheating but ive caught him doing shady stuff . I dont know what to do ...... I dont want to waste no more time he said hell change and that hes trying to be the man I want but he said im ruining us because I can trust him and keep being up the past .