Yea I'm confused with the "for a living part". Are you getting paid to do drugs? Sign me up! Haha no but in all seriousness, I've had my demons with controlled stimulants and it was hell for my MI. Now that I've quit binging on it im starting to get stable again but I still have a lot of work to do.

You may benefit from posting in the addictions section here. There's a few people over there that also face this demon. I hope you get some help.

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