I can barely take care of myself, and my sister wants me to rescue her.

I think she's jealous of the things she thinks I have that she wants. I need solitude. She wants to see me a lot. I want to be a good person, yet what's good for her is bad for me. I have insight and am a good listener, but I don't have the emotional energy to see her very much.

If I were her, I'd go to support groups and maybe take a class or something to be around people. Her illness makes her think she's better than everyone around her, so why try to meet them.

I need to keep reminding myself that maybe she's growing and things won't always be like this. But sometimes I just want to vent and say this isn't fair and I wish people would leave me alone. Thanks for listening.