I really get that Hercule, I used to get that from a church I went to. (Note the past tense).
I still do believe and I pray, but I don't believe God is a slot machine you put your prayers into and your wish is His command.

That's insensitive and a crass thing to say to anyone, whether they believe in God or not.

Sending hugs your way. I hope coming to PC is a helpful experience.