Hello Echos Myron: Oh yes... the Skeezyks is very familiar with this feeling. For me it's like there is a black hole somewhere deep within the center of my consciousness... a dark menacing presence. This is my second time here on PC. And when I was here previously I wrote a fair amount about this. It gets fairly complicated. I'm not currently posting any of my own Threads here. And everything I wrote previously is now gone. But I do know exactly what you mean. I have worried, from time-to-time, that if that malevolent force ever escaped there would be no telling what it might do. Fortunately that has not & hopefully will not happen.