I was a regular contributor on the BPDrecovery message board. This woman started attacking me and I stood up for myself. I asked her if we could just go our separate ways like people do in A.A. and she said no. They kept telling me to ignore her, but it was like ignoring a bully on the school yard. I have BPD and have issues with anger, cutting, and relationships. I have been in A.A. for 25 years and still struggle with some of my character defects. I feel so rejected right now. Ash, the woman who owns the site, only banned me and not the other person so a lot of feelings are coming up about my mom punishing me when my sister was the bully. Anyway, I am just trying to take my sorrow somewhere. I am new to this site. On the other board they only say bad things about this site but I am starting to wonder if they are just on their high horse. They say no one here is in recovery like they are.