I know it feels like what she says is right but believe me when I say that her opinion does not define you. She may think it is all your fault but her truth is not THE truth.

The night my T dumped me for good I cried for hours to my other half and I told her if I could call my T I would just beg please please don't leave me. Behaving like this is a sign she has already left and I wish you strength to deal with this.