Ah, doll, so much (most) of what you wrote sounds like my relationship past. I, too, don't really have any words of advice. I hope it's not over over but, unlike us who vacillate on a dime, when some people say "enough" they really mean it. I hope that's not the case but, if it is, hopefully you can learn from it.

I hope others chime in for you. I'm curious to hear (for my sake, too!)

(((hugs)))