To not always add a reply to posts I've read...I actually do reply to alot of the posts here but when it comes time to submit it I decide that what I've written either makes little sense or sounds different than what I had in mind after a reread...sometimes I can be totally off the wall in my reply and it will bother me for hours...even this little paragraph has seen rewrite after rewrite and still I wonder...who'll stopped the rain...lol...sorry...see...totally off the wall...anyway what I'm trying to say is that you all have my support and admiration whether you want it or not...sort of like...if I wanted your opinion...I'd give it to you!!!!...or maybe...I just think too much...

I dont think I understand myself enough to be of any support to anyone else...

I hate me!!!!
I hate being me...I hating waking up me...
Lotsa luck wit dat one eh...

I'm sorry about this post and I'm sorry for my behavior in chat the other night...

my point is.../?????????

I'm sorry about the whinning...crying...babbbling idiot that I am...I shud tatoo a big L on my forehead...

apologizes my friends...