i had enough. done with called "life". all i get crap after crap. i cant get a ****ing break, something good,nothing. even my bodytalk T said that when my mother was pregnant of me she had doubts of keeping me lol and thats the reason i honestly believe im not lovable. lol if ur own mother didnt want u, who ever will. i need this to be over. i need so called god to GET ME THE HELL OUT OF HERE!!!

no not gona kill myself, i wish i did though.