When if ever will i get better?when do i start to reap the blessings of a better future? Ive been down this road before only to be suicidal again the pathway out seems just to thin.ive been fighting screaming begging yelling lord help me please the wind cackles in response the trees whisper calm yourself young girl your disturbing the birds nest but god all i get is silence. I wonder why some people say death is fair.death is not fair.it is brave and it is enticing but it is not fair.
and yet i wonder when ill get my fair share .not of death but of life.i want to learn to swim and watch a whale burst through the water and into the air.i dont want to know what love is i want to become one with somebody and lead by example for my little ones i want so much a 23 mentally ill girl who likes to dreams but can my dreams become reality and are my dreams strong enough to stop my dream to die.well see only in time

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