That's exactly how I have been feeling. Work and extra curriculars have been very tough for me over the past two weeks, but I've been getting better at keeping myself moving and not letting my depression control me. Whenever I feel like just laying in my bed and doing nothing, which is literally 24/7, I just keep a constant list in my head of things I need to do and just telling myself to keep going.
I owe it to my boyfriend, who has been extremely supportive and understanding, to try and be better - to try harder to fight it not just for my sake but for his sake as well. The only way I can show him how much I appreciate his love and devotion is by improving myself; showing him that his loyalty to me is not going to waste and laying upon deaf ears.