I understand the urge you are describing as I have had it for several years now, but like you I recognize that now is not the best time to bring a baby into the equation. You however have plenty of time to prepare yourself for the day that you do become a mum, your in a great place to say right I'm going to finish university and head down my chosen career path which will set both me and my future child up for a successful future. It will also give you time to make a plan of action as to what steps maybe helpful to ensure that you will be supported emotionally pre and postnatal.

I have two friends who are sisters both have some mental health issues the elder of the two fell pregnant which on medication and part way through her pregnancy she had to swap medications with all that that entails and normal hormonal changes she had a rough time and since having baby has struggled with postnatal depression, the younger sister got herself prepared she spoke to her doctors and therapist they gradually made the changes needed before she became pregnant they also had a plan of action as to giving her the extra support needed to ensure she stayed emotionally well and yes that meant almost weekly therapy throughout her pregnancy but she has had a much better outcome than her sister. It was the preparation that the younger sibling took that made things workout in a more positive way.

You are lucky enough to be able to tailor your life to fit with your desire, that should allow you to have the most successful outcome; only down side you have to be patient ��