No worries, I have been really anxious and on edge today no matter how much I drink I am always thirsty I have come to think about more things and can now understand a bit better why i do the things I do. I grew up having my body critized so I felt like I had to ask others what they thought and when he told others in my brain it was just like my sister taunting me that I had saggy boobs and how degraded I felt. Expect this time this person was saying hey this girl is not to bad. stupid thing to get upset over but when some tells you for so long that your body is so bad for so long when someone else finally compliments you it is like they are triggering the same shame and nakeness you felt and you really hate them. If this was really about how my family made me feel about my body why do I still feel like my privacy was invaded well yes when your sister and mother are having discussions about your body saying all this negative things you feel ashamed and automatically anything others say about your body is like filling you up with that shame. It is honestly a strange issue to think about but I have felt depressed and shamed enough about my body to rub that in really made me want to hurt myself but I don't deserve to hurt myself over inconsiderate others because the beauty is my body is different from others it cannot be defined! I won't let them shame me and degrade me because I own my own emotions and not them. Here is taking my self respect back. wish me luck