I wish I had words of wisdom. I know that what we are battling is something severe, something that changes our brain's structure, something that has taken over on how we produce the chemicals in our brain and that has debilitated us, like crushing our knees and making us fall. and yet somehow we are still here, moving on about life wirh this terrible burden that has bled into our every being... with everyone else. there's no shame in that, I think that you trying to be here in this world and now is pretty courageous.
depression and making it all stop go hand in hand. I don't know what to say. I've had thought about wanting a car to hit and kill me. I felt so low... I just wanted something to knock me into not feeling this way anymore, into feeling something else. I'd rather have pain that sadness . is that why we think it so much?

ending life... from one human being to another and from one depressed person to another... I wouldn't ever want you to. you deserve so much better.