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Old Apr 12, 2016, 08:36 AM
Anonymous37864
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To be honest I never put much thought into who I trust and who I don't. I think I have always looked at others in a sense that they cannot do much to me as I have been wired to not accept failure. In the case that something does seem to not work on my favor than my poison comes to life to make sure I walk away feeling triumphant. Now writing this I see how silly that seems. Understand that prior to working on self this was normal. The way it was and all I understood. To your question I still don't think much in the sense of trust probably due to the feelings of (leaving blank on purpose). You get my point!! What I have realized is that in a social sense I am weird. I don't go out much anymore. When I was younger I was nuts to go out with. Always loud and getting into trouble that was lots of fun at the time. Since getting older things have changed. I am no longer the loudest, I have probably become a very boring person to hang out with lol. I think in my aging I have come to not caring much about entertaining and feel that people can't get me. So when I do go out people talk to me about all the nonsense people normally do and I just can no longer put the face on that people expect. Even with the things I speak of as far as dark, sadness and pain I still enjoy my own thoughts too. They understand me better than anyone ha ha. So to sum it all up, trust is needed when wanting more that what I want from others. I guess I just don't care enough in making relationships with others anymore to even need to think about trust. Not sure if this makes sense but it is what it is!!
Thanks for this!
Atypical_Disaster