I dont know what to think. I saw my shrink today. He says I have poor self esteem (no kidding!) and that I need to quit blaming myself for everything. today my boyfriend is acting fine. Now Im just starting to think I am paranoid. I have enough diagnosese, I dont need another one. I just cant take another let down, heartbreak, whatever......For once in my life It would be nice to know I wasnt gonna get hurt, abandoned, abused, or whatever. So far, this has been my dream come true. Nothing bad has happened, so why am I thinking its gonna?