To everyone:

Well have to say not getting much sleep tonight, guess thats to be excepted. Listen to music, playing my guitar (thanks mydarlin)
I have to know in my heart of hearts I will be OK, can't get down walkin in the front door of the hospital. Wait til something happens, right? But nothings goin happen!! God willin I'm goin in fight the fight and come right back out the front door.. (Huggs needed here)lol.

Have to be there at 1pm so time in the morning will go slow. Going to try to get out and do someting, don't care how bad it hurts. Is'nt all this stuff we try to deal with here mind over matter.

Its amazing to me by just by the change in the wind, your life can be steared off course. There's no true north any more, just the ebbs and tides of your life. So I'll reach for my compass, put my faith in the winds and Gods hands and find my way back to port....

Prayin for you all,,

Tks,

Mark