Hey Elektra
It's funny how sometimes nothing works, and how everything seems to be getting perfectly negative in a non-apologetic manner
It's okay to have anger and rage especially when things only seem to go south

However, it's the depression talking, not you!

And if someone rejected you, it's their fault, not yours
I'm not going to ask God to get you out of here, I'm going to ask him to remind you of your valuable true self and that the depression is the one making you think you're not worth it
I understand how you feel though

Sending many many many hugs
We're all here for you!