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Old Apr 12, 2016, 01:38 PM
Misssy2 Misssy2 is offline
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Originally Posted by zijax View Post
You know thanks guys, I'm just trying to get out of being bipolar again. I've been dxed sober by six different pdocs but I continually look for some loophole that says I don't have bipolar. Why can't I just accept that I'm a ****ing bpd, bipolar alcoholic, and yes, was dxed years ago with bpd but never accepted it either. I hate myself dawgonnit
No I think you have a good point in the fact that alcohol and drugs alter brain and it does take the amount of time to get back to a base line for anyone to really know what is going on. I have been told the same thing..and it makes sense...but for me...I've been drinking since I was 17....so THIS is my behavior....if my brain changed due to alcohol....the alcohol made me bipolar?