I used for a short time close to 20 years ago. My husband was calling me fat and unattractive so I thought, why not join him? Bad move. I didn't use professionally, just an amateur. I quit easily, no cravings ever. Family support was helpful and so was pulling my head out ma butt.

Some people need support through this, especially if you consider yourself an addict. Don't be afraid to ask for help. Best of luck.