yeah even though people in my family have mental illness they still dont ... empathize?
its always about having it worse than the other, know what i mean?

so i just dont talk about it with anyone either

the shame and guilt sucks... i just keep trying to remind myself that i didnt choose all this.. and that this mental illness is not who i am, but only something affecting me right now...
and i try to keep in mind that things can get better... if i fight hard enough...
if i fight hard enough anything is possible right?
so we just have to stay strong and take it slow and steady