I hear you. I wish I could offer something in the way of advise. I knew "something" was wrong while working, but didn't know about my BP until the end of my last career. I now know of things I would do differently and standing up for myself and not feeling guilty for having "needs" would have been something I would have worked harder on.

I know this won't make things easier, but work is hard for nearly everybody at some point. Can you pinpoint anything which might make the situation easier to manage? Is it possible to take some vacation for awhile?