Thank you both so much for your posts. I'm still feeling like I'm in that dreamy place today. Trying to look normal and not call attention to it. It means much that you replied. It's scary to me to not be compliant.

Too much to say tonight in my frame of mind. I would like to say more tomorrow. Hopefully I will be in a better place. It's hard to explain without going into detail.

Thank you for hearing me!!

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