I was so happy when I got that job offer and so lost when it collapsed

I look in the mirror and all I see is someone looking at me with complete contempt

I, more than ever, wish I was not

I am not suicidal for the simple reason i would **** it up and be worse off, not even having potential

Just when I thought things could not get worse, they did. I cannot get to sleep and then I cannot wake up. My motivation has ht zero, job searching is like having a really ****** job with unending hours, boring conditions and no feedback

You don't know what you are doing wrong and have no way to find out

My mood sure as shooting ain't helping. They say if you are desperate, no one will hire you. Well, thanks heaps

That takes the tension right off