(((((((((((((canders)))))))))))you are so strong and brave to have done that. I admire you so much. I have only this to say - he was wrong, he was the adult, you a child, he knew it was wrong and took advantage. Never, never feel guilty, ever. I too had something similar happen, I too froze,couldn't move, I felt guilty for years, I'm not at the stage where I can explain how I felt some of the times I was abused, I blanked a lot out. Now keep talking about it at your own pace, don't overdo it, gradually you will feel better. I am going through this with my t. I hope you can get over this Canders, in fact I know you will because you are stronger than he is.

sending gentle hugs if that's ok, pm me anytime

love, jinny xoxoxoxoxoxo