You accomplished alot it sounds like, You should be very proud of yourself, You will have good days and you will have bad days just like people with out a mental illness, That part is every one faces, But I know for us it is a lot more difficult, Dont be hard on yourself, You will be able to do it again, You just have to do things a day at a time and be proud of yourself, I hope you have a blessed week and things keep getting better for you, Big hugs going out to you