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Originally Posted by JohnCrow
I was so happy when I got that job offer and so lost when it collapsed
I look in the mirror and all I see is someone looking at me with complete contempt
I, more than ever, wish I was not
I am not suicidal for the simple reason i would **** it up and be worse off, not even having potential
Just when I thought things could not get worse, they did. I cannot get to sleep and then I cannot wake up. My motivation has ht zero, job searching is like having a really ****** job with unending hours, boring conditions and no feedback
You don't know what you are doing wrong and have no way to find out
My mood sure as shooting ain't helping. They say if you are desperate, no one will hire you. Well, thanks heaps
That takes the tension right off
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Your not alone I feel the SAME way and like the way you put it into words..Can't sleep and can't wake up. UGH.
The job thing...I can't even bring myself to look for fear of rejection. I give you kudos for continuing to try.
I am going to lose everything I worked for ...for all these years. Which sends a person into debilitating depression.
Curious..what happened with getting a job...and then having it fall thru? That has to be the worst feeling.
Luckily you don't have any substance abuse problems? Or do you?
I do...and I'm trying so hard not to drink..but it seems everyday keeps slapping me in the face!