Well... we all have them.... and yes.. they are out and about ... roaming at will..
trying to "exert" control.. just seems to make matters worse.. yes I know what my T would say.. try, try, try..

but.. I need them to take care of me right now.. I need them very much..so... I am relying on them to keep life going.. I love them and respect them to do what is best for all of us..

wishing for some peace... can you send me some healing thoughts.. so that we are not in such turmoil..

Love to all of you...