I doubt it. As we know, bipolar works in cycles. And you recently had a major life change that has affected you immensely. Of course you're going to feel like crap for a while. It's difficult to see if things will ever get better, but that's because the dust is still trying to settle in your life as you work on getting everything back in order. Try to not fall from the pressure (I know, easier said than done), and I know you'll pull through.