Do you have a T?
I think you could use one.
Most of your posts (if not all) have the general theme that you should be different to what you are. Filled with seemingly unfounded self loathing and loads of adjectives used to berate yourself.
To a layman, that could come across as attention seeking, wanting to create problems for yourself or even trolling.
I say this because I am concerned as to whether or not you are actually getting any kind of helpful feedback from your threads or from people offline...
I for one don't know what to suggest besides therapy, because my instinct is to advise you to be authentic to yourself, to embrace yourself, flaws and all, and only strive to improve that which can be improved... but your posts are full of wanting to be someone or even something else....
Best of luck with your mission, I hope that if you do somehow achieve it, that it actually makes you happy.
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DXD BP1, BPD & OCPD
"The best way to make it through with hearts and wrists in tact, is to realise, two out of three aint bad" FOB...
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