I need to make a dentist appointment. Not only can I not bring myself to GO to the dentist, but I don't even have it in me to make the freaking appointment. I have a tooth that needs seeing to. I wonder how bad it will get before I call. It's like I can predict my behavior...

Same with the doctor. I should have gone today to get refills. Nope. Can't bring myself to do it.

I am a mess.