I didn't say they're "healed", but obviously, something draws the majority away from these forums after they present their problems, which is something I lack, obviously. I said I'm not asking for suggestions, because people made many suggestions in the past, and nothing has changed. I know what I need to do, I just cannot do it. It's like I know if I press a button, something different will happen, yet I cannot push the button. My post was more of a vent, because I'm so angry and depressed at the same time right now, and I didn't know what to do other than writing about how I feel and why. Said that, I'm open to suggestions.