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I am married but my husband has to take the caretaker role often. If we divorce, I feel certain I won't be able to care for myself and my children. I asked my mom if I could move in with her and my dad if my husband and I divorced and she diverted my attention saying I won't have to worry about that. But seriously, I do. I know I couldn't care for me and my kids. I just want her to tell me that it will be okay BECAUSE I can move in with them. I feel so helpless.
Does anyone have any insight into this?
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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