I have been home from hospital for two weeks and I'm already heading back to the place that means I need to go back in.. I really am going nowhere, just round and round in circles over and over again.
I'm aware I should tell someone but I don't want to. And it's not that easy. My friends are all too busy, living miles away and just don't have the time of day for me anymore.

I have a new care coordinator who actually seemed like she might be decent when I saw her last week. Made all these plans and now I can't even get hold of her. Waiting to hear the outcome of a professionals meeting they had to know how they plan on treating me next but still after a week no one has been in touch, and I can't get through to them either.

So it feels like I'm back at square one. On my own with no support.