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bugbear83 · Apr 13, 2016, 05:20 PM

I'm not sure where to put this, feel free to move but... has anyone ever gotten the impression there's just something wrong with them? Like their body, their face, their voice, the way they talk and express themselves everything's just so goddang alien that it's

Possible trigger:

I keep getting thoughts that I should scar up my face. Cut it up a little bit so that would show people what's wrong in a VERY REAL WAY because everyone says I have a "beautiful face" but I know they're either lying or maybe they just don't see it, it's not beautiful, it's not cute, my "skin" isn't nice my complexion is horrible how can they not see that??? Are they lying because they pity me???????? I don't understand I should make a huge slash right across my entire face and then they'll see.

And writing it out makes it seem like a "beauty" thing but it's not. It's a "human" thing.

I don't feel human.