Good job at admitting you need help in the first place! A lot of us (myself included) are afraid to lose control or admit when we need a helping hand because one, losing control is scary and two, it may be a humiliating thing to fess up to. I feel like you and I are going through a lot of the same things right now. I'm not married but I depend on my bf for EVERYTHING right now, especially since I lost my job. We fight so much and say horrible things but at the end of the day I still know that he puts up with a lot of my crap and he's under so much stress between me and his two kids. I'm like a big child here. I'll always be appreciative know matter what outcome this relationship has. Maybe your mom is just trying to be positive for your sake so you won't stress. She probably knows you don't need anymore issues for the sake of your sanity. But from what I have learned about you, she has been quite a help in the past. I'm sure if it really came down to that road, she wouldn't leave you out in the cold. My dad is one hard a hole and all about tough love but I know he would never leave me to freeze it out in a car.

Hang in there hun. You've been through so much. Are you having another family session like your last one? Maybe bring up your concerns there or bring mom or hubby along to your next appointment. ((Hugs))

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