Lately I have been getting out more and being more social. I have felt pretty good. However, I have felt like there's something that stops me from experiencing full happiness. I thought about it for awhile and came to the conclusion that it's me.

I got so used to laying around all day being depressed that I actually miss it in a way as odd as that sounds.

I have had a huge lifestyle change recently moving to another state and am now in a day treatment program 4 days a week.

Maybe part of it is it's a little overwhelming, going from doing nothing to being busy most of the week and I'm not letting myself feel joy fully because I'm kinda sad about the loss of my former lazy lifestyle?

Does that make any sense at all?
LOL Probably not.

If anyone relates feel free to share. Not sure why I made this thread. Just felt like putting it here out of my mind I guess.


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