I hate this cycle. I wonder if she does it to try and provoke something. Say something about it but I don't. I can't. We have a set thing we do every day. Then for 2 days she doesn't do it and it makes me feel like I screwed up and I did something wrong. I'll go to session tomorrow, won't say anything, she'll be the same consistent amazing t and we'll go back to normal. Sometimes I feel played with. But I'm not. What did I do wrong this time? Nothing. It's always nothing. This sucks I feel alone and worthless when she "forgets".
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