I am deathly afraid of the dentist. I disassociate myself from my surroundings and go. While I am there I try not to think about it. Last visit with a new dentist, I could barely stay in the chair. The dentist offered me a rx of valium and he looked shocked when I told him I took a benzo before the appointment. I look and act every inch of my MH diagnosis while at the dentist.
I don't have quite as much fear with my primary doc and pdoc with the exception of walking the fine line of telling him enough so I might get some help but not so much that they toss me in the mental ward.
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PDD with Psychotic Features, GAD, Cluster C personality traits - No meds, except a weekly ketamine infusion
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