Someone on another site i go to told me im just trying suicide for attention and that im an attention ***** and that i need to stop being a whiny ***** and that it does nothing but hurt my family i think shes right i am an attention ***** even though i don't know why i do the things i do my acting out behavior i mean .i find the need to share evry detail of what goes on with me with these therapist and i hate it. They don't need to know i cut or im suicidal .or deep dark secrets they should have stayed hidden i miss hiding when i was younger i hid from everyone i said nothing and i liked it.now i feel the need to speak up and i don't want to i want to hide . speaking hurts it gets you in trouble. I sometimes like to hide with my conversion disorder when my voice goes out and i cant communicate people leave you alone i just sometimes want to be left alone and not speak. And now i feel compelled to tell my psychiatrist things things that could wind me back in the hospital and i need to figure out a way to sit through a session and not mention anything about self harm or suicide .any advice is appreciated

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