Well, I don't feel particularly picable at the moment. But thank you.

Are you ok? It sounds like a really bad situation where you had to call the police and ambulance...

Off to T. I don't really want things to get even worse, but I fear they may. And this afternoon I have a meeting with some of the higher-ups at work, where I may or may not be told that my job will go to a different department (and I am officially "not very useful" because of my skillset, so they might even have legal grounds to make me redundant. It's not very likely but it could be possible. I would be qualified at the other department - my old dept where I got my PhD, and I wish every day that I was still working there - but I can't see them ever employing me. Long and stupidly emotional story.)