i don't know what website was so unsupportive, but let me tell you, people on the Internet are trolls. they're not people who know you, what your going through, are completely ignorant of mental illness. feeling suicidal is always something you should talk to your psychiatrist about. they won't commit you unless your life is in danger. and if it is in danger, then that is what is best!

who are you going to trust with your life, an Internet troll or your medical professional?