[QUOTE=eskielover;5010245]First off, you can't have someone stay without having a relationship....it just doesn't work that way.

So I was mad at this comment earlier, but I met up with this girl again later.

I confused her. I was right I couldn't start a relationship I did, but didn't feel it was practical for right now. She said, "If you didn't make it about sex we would of been dating. I just needed to say something. I felt stupid for realizing I've been going about this wrong all along."

I never knew how to have a relationship because I never knew how to show it.

She believes I'm bi polar like I do have tons of people and diagnosed with it many times. I felt me and her not being friends with benefits we wouldn't be just friends anymore Like we stop talking and it scared me a lot.

I disrespected so many people unintentionally. When I didn't know from the get go on how because it's how my experience of my relationships are because I'm that distant.

She's expressed how I need to love myself because she will always is here we are hanging out at a public place she's in a relationship recently, but she knows me well enough and trusts easily that I wasn't all about sex I just was misunderstood where this relationships is heading.

So what you said makes sense.