Ok, plain and simple...I've been dealing with extreme depression and anxiety the past 2-3 weeks. Being that my main therapist who I have grown really dependent and attached to has taken maternity leave for 6 months 2 weeks ago which has not helped me with things. Past week I have been feeling/thinking worse I think. Beginning of this week I've have more suicidal thoughts in the realm of being resentful/angry that I was born, things would be so much better without me in the picture, etc. I think I got more triggered Monday and relapsed into cutting my wrist. As I was cutting, I was getting thoughts of cutting deeper to...well you know, you get the idea. Anyhow, I was hospitalized and then placed on 5150 hold...involuntary hold and got moved from the hospital er to the psych hospital. I'm back home. I don't know how to handle my situation for school. I do NOT want to ask about withdrawing from the semester and want to finish my classes. So...how do I go to my professors about this? What do I say or how do I go about seeing if they can work/allow me to catch up in the class because I am behind in my work? Even if I mention like health issues, I think they're going to ask why probably right? And if I manage to be able to talk to them somewhat about what was going on, in a lesser degree, I feel like it's going to look like I'm attempting to make an excuse. And if I should talk to my professors and tell them slightly about what I'm going through, which I'm really super sensitive and uncomfortable about, how much do I disclose to them? What do I say? How much do I say? And if I mention anything about or related to suicide. although I don't know or think I will be able to find or bring myself up to talk about that, I feel like it's a big fat scream of trying to make an excuse.