I understand completely. I, too, have been doing better lately. But it has hit me that i'm scared to take the next steps into wellness. I don't like my depression, but i'm scared of what's on the other side of that doorway. What if I fail? What if I let other people down again? What if I let myself down again? I don't know where to go from here. How do we keep walking forward when the fear is dragging us back?!