confused, that is great you are back on the same page with your T and were able to discuss the topics that needed discussing, such as the abandonment issue.

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I told him next time just tell me, don't sound so vague.........I was totally losing it, thinking you were history and it was my fault

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You were so brave to tell him this and sounds like it worked out well. He reassured you and now he knows he needs to communicate better with you so he doesn't provoke undue anxiety.

So, are you going to go see the trauma specialist and keep your current T as well for other stuff?